Ode to Keri....

sometimes love can just be so crazy. it can be just like a SLOW DANCE, so smooth and intricate making you feel like you could do it forever. and other times it can make you feel so ALIENATED, like you're the only one putting forth any effort. but sometimes things can change, ya know? if we just take the time to put in a little more ENERGY, things can really turn around. but if you're the only one giving and your partner can't RETURN THE FAVOR what difference does it really make? sometimes you just feel like giving up because it doesn't seem worth it. but then you reflect on the times when you would MAKE LOVE...lying there wondering what they're thinking, silently thanking him cause he knows just how to keep TURNIN ME ON. but secretly you have that INTUITION, something just isn't right. you're spending more time by yourself wondering what's really going on and why he seems so distant. WHERE DID HE GO?  maybe you should just tell him how you feel, TELL HIM THE TRUTH and let him know you can't go through this anymore. tell him there is no need to try and CHANGE ME because you knew what this was from the start. love just isn't supposed to feel like this. it just isn't supposed to KNOCK YOU DOWN and  leave you out for the count. but then again maybe you just love too hard. HOW DOES IT FEEL to be alone now?  i bet you won't even give it a second thought and realize i'm gone now. but it's cool. i thought i deserved you but now i know i deserve better. so im gone now...off to live IN A PERFECT WORLD